FROM LINDON COLLARD TOTAL RECALL: TO SUIT HER CONVENIENCE MY MOTHER INSTITUTED SHAKING SILENCE FOR MY FATHER, TONIC IMMOBILITY FOR ME, AND MY BROTHER BECAME A SUBSERVIENT TO WOMEN .

 From Lindon Collard TOTAL RECALL 

The thousands of attacks, many of them accompanied by flopping on me, by my Mother created what she wanted, complete paralyzed submission. This conditions a collapse response instead of a proper "Fight" response. I gather from other people, as they say so, that the situations which cause me to collapse would not bother them. 

When you find out much later about a huge loss, what can you do but go paralyzed with anguish?

This is the view from Mount Royal about ten minutes back then by car from where I was born.

I was in Montreal in a number of Summers, the Mountain was tropical, the view was psychedelic.

Mount Royal was right above, bottom left. Uncle Albert's house which I was to inherit was ten minutes away at the top right. 

When I viewed Saint Catherine Street from the Mountain that long line of lights on the right was Elaborate Signs on Chinese Restaurants, Buddhas and Dragons.

I do not know who stole my mail from Uncle Albert, he never had his gifts to me acknowledged, that must have been painful for him. He left me all of his money and his house as he had no children and had and was having the Family Women's Abuse laid on him, I remember. 

I did not find out about my inheritance loss until years later. Brother Andrew and the Family Women got my money and sold Albert's house which I really liked off cheap, they did not like it. Instead of  House on an Acre in Lachine and his million bucks I got $0 on inheritance distribution day, $0 were left for me from my inheritance by the Family Women. I found out that friends of my wife knew I was to inherit money and I did not know and Wineberg for one did not tell me, he is an accessory.

The other thing which strikes me is the unnecessary stealing by fully supported women. They continually hampered high minded projects such as writing, music and art. Even socialist, environmentally protective political discourse was hampered by the Women lying disparagingly about what thoughts I allegedly had. even accusing mental defect when the Women's whole "Thing", lying, punishing ,seizing, hampering  is a mental defect. Huge life depreciating actions were carried out by My Family Women for frivolous reasons.

to Rebecca

That Mental Case my brother Andrew came here once and I was practicing.

He said `` I have never seen anyone so self involved ``. I sent you that 

Women In Control of Men Article. He was a part of it. The women made him

into A SUBMISSIVE MENTAL CASE AND THEY WANTED THAT FOR ME TOO.

The loss of experience I suffered as a result is crushing to contemplate.

Betty crowed that she had joined up with the people who destroyed my land to swap false stories about me and spread them around. The Women in my family did not do anything productive, they just manipulated power for themselves by actions which were always destructive.